Last saturday slpt over at B's place.
B's grandma kena 4d. lol.. so good. wasted B nv buy :(

sunday woke up early, had breakfast with B.
then around 10plus went back home. so sian-ed.


and and and and, my life at home seriously suck.
idk why 21 yrs old alrdy, still cannot have my own freedom n rights?!
and... the only person i can rely on in this family is buddy.
as in.... only can share things with her.
i envy other girls, who have nice caring and understanding brother.
unlike us. abit abit only want to paotoh.
sometimes do things don't want let parents know, he will say...
"can don't tell them" ... then if i say that??? he doesnt even care!

betol2 mamaboy. freak. noob. shittttttt!

andddd. B's grandma so kind enough, say if i kena kicked out
of the house she take me in. lol. so cute.. sighhhh.
my life in here sucks like hell. if i get a job with shift hours not bad,
can don't need to face some ppl at night.

actually i thought of going with them to Malacca this coming August.
right now i'm really hesitating. will i have fun with them? nahh......
besides, buddy like not going also.

nv work at least got help to wash clothes, hang clothes, fold clothes,
prepare dinner..... then "that one" got work, but everytime at home
only computer computer computer. this one they don't say.
cos he's a BOY meh! boy nowadays who stay home all the time like sissy!
even my granny also said. he like nv go out one hor? everytime follow parents.
lol. of cos la, mamaboy what. duh~
mummy here mummy there... "mummy help! i'm dying!" <--- orhbeeGOOD!

hahs. shittt. really feel like shit here la.


fuck.